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  • Raped and Tortured I’m Now Left Broken and Empty

    Towards the end of August last year, my now ex, raped me.

    We had been living together for over a year, I loved and trusted him more than anyone I had been with previously and for the first time in my life, I was considering his requests for the future involving marriage and children. Despite my feelings I ended our relationship, he is an alcoholic and I couldn’t take the lies that stemmed from his addiction any longer.

    He moved out, he was dating other girls and I had started to see someone else. The first night i finally allowed the new man in my life to spend the night in my home, my ex got drunk and over a period of hours sent a barrage of abusive messages. He then showed up at our apartment around 5am,stating he was there to comfort me after all the nasty things he had sent, his attitude quickly changed when i told him I had someone over.

    I did not want to hurt him, i still loved him deeply, I was horrified that he had returned to our apartment to find someone else there. He stayed and we argued, he told me I should kill myself, amongst other hateful things and I wept and begged him to stop. He waited around until my date left for work, when we were alone he did not hold back any longer.

    He enjoyed seeing me cry and begging him to stop being so hateful and I failed to see that his arousal that followed, was from seeing me pleading and hurt. The last thing he said before he proceeded to rape and torture me over the course of several hours, was that he, “was a bad person and was going to enjoy this”.

    He hit me till I was dazed, then dragged me by my hair, ripping chunks out and hung me over the edge of our bed, he poured rum down my throat and when I choked or tried to spit it out he hit me again. He continued forcing alcohol upon me and hitting me around my head throughout the attack. He beat, raped, sodomizied and tortured me for hours, until he passed out drunk. I cried the whole time, he kept asking if it hurt, then saying, “it doesn’t matter how you feel, it doesn’t matter what you want”. At one point he grabbed my wrists and said to me, “this isn’t you, you’re a fighter, why aren’t you fighting me?”

    I have wanted to kill myself everyday since then, I felt constant horror that he could have done that to me and I felt sick because I still loved him.

    On November 30th I was assaulted at work, a glass was smashed in my face, knocking out most of my front teeth and either dislodging or fracturing the rest, my teeth are now wired into my mouth. I have had nothing but time for over a month now and I find myself constantly reliving both the rape and the assault.

    I cannot bear that he just gets to walk away and continue on with his life, continue seeking happiness and fulfilment while I am left broken and empty. It weighs me down so much but I don’t know what I can do, I am not strong enough to go to the police and go up against him whilst also dealing with the assault trial. I just want people to see him as he truly is; a sociopathic monster and I am plagued by the thought that if he hurts someone else in the future, it will be my fault. I feel so helpless.

     

  • Dads Are Important To- Keep Your Rants To Yourself

    Dads get such a bad press on social media and by multiple mums and woman around the globe but dads are important to (depending on his behaviour). .

    There are some terrible fathers out there, some total losers, some wasters and some abusers but what about the wonderful dads?

    One scroll through a Facebook mum group and you will see dads being slated left right and centre, especially on Father’s Day or at Christmas, but is it necessary to blame all men for one mans wrong doing or even to rant on social media on dads special days, surely on the likes of Fathers day we could keep our opinions to ourselves.

    There are dads out there begging to be a part of their children’s lives and often there is no good reason why they can’t be apart of their children’s lives other than the mum is bitter about the break up and is denying the father his rights to see his off spring.

    The second a mum rants about her partner or her ex most replies are “leave him” or he’s a waster you’re better off without him and a lot worse, sometimes we all need to hear the whole story to be able to make a judgement, just as not all men are bad not all woman are innocent and nice.

    Dads Are Important To Keep Your Rants To Yourself
    Dads Are Important To Keep Your Rants To Yourself

    Woman across the world are tarring all men with the same brush.

    Let’s remember ladies there are dads out there raising children alone, men who support their ex’s financially, mentally and even help with diy around their ex’s home, who spoil the kids and attend every school play, special event and remain civil and respect the mother of their child.

    There are men raising children which aren’t theirs and doing an amazing job to.

    There are fathers who are fantastic, who are hard-working, who are supportive, so come on ladies let’s show the good strong amazing dads some credit.

    Don’t label all men the same, find out the facts before we all judge and remember good dads, step fathers, partners and male relatives can provide a huge positive impact on your child’s well-being.

    Share this with an amazing father.

     

     

  • You Ain’t No Dad To My Kids, You’re Not Even A Man

    You think you’re a dad aye? You may have a child whom calls you daddy and runs up to you when you arrive home from a long day at work but you did not make that child, You Ain’t No Dad To My Kids, You’re Not Even A Man .

    Your child is here with me, remember me I was the one you swore to love forever, remember me I was the one who gave birth to your beautiful son.

    Do you remember your son he’s the one who looked up to you and loved you unconditionally. He still misses you but I guess he’s just a distant memory to you.

    Two long years have passed since you last saw him, two long years since you supported him in any way.

    You choose another woman over me, which hurt me I’ll admit, but what did OUR child do?

    No one has stopped you seeing your own flesh and blood but your too busy playing daddy to another mans son.

    I don’t want you back, I don’t need your money, but your baby boy, your splitting image wants his daddy in his life.

    You can’t just push a child to one side when a new relationship comes along.

    You remember that saying, a dog is not just for Christmas well it goes for children too, a child is not just for the length of the relationship.

    Wake up woman if your man drops his kids by choice he is no man at all.

    There are some wonderful caring brilliant fathers out there who take their role as daddy seriously, there are dads out there who would sell their soul to be able to see their child but a bitter ex makes that impossible, there are fathers raising children alone, you sir are a real man and the world wishes there were more like you.

    Related article:http://mums-advice-old-copy.local/im-not-even-sorry-you-miss-your-child/

     

     

  • I Was Arrested Over Wellington Boots

    October 2014 I split with my partner and the father of my youngest two children after he had cheated on me.

    One weeks before Christmas he was due to have his children for four hours from midday, by 1:30pm he still hadn’t arrived.
    Finally at 2pm he text me to say he was 15 minutes away and to put the kids Wellington boots in a carrier bag as he wanted to take them to the local woods and park.

    He arrived at 3pm and said he would only be taking them for an hour, I had done with arguing with him and couldn’t be bothered with a confrontation, I went to pass him the kids wellys, he walked backwards shouting “physical violence, physical violence” and drove off.
    I stood at my front door completely confused, my brother and my children were stood in the front room and were equally confused.
    The next day at 5pm whilst eating our evening meal, there was a loud bang on the door.

    A male and female police officer were standing at my door, they asked who I was, they then read me my rights and went to handcuff me, they saw my children and asked if I had anyone here to care for them, which I did not.

    The police officer said I was to hand myself into the local police station by 9 the next morning for an assualt on my ex a vunerable person, at this point I burst into laughter.

    The next day I dropped off my children at school and arranged for a friend to collect them afterwards.
    I got to the police station to hand myself in, I was searched, had my fingerprints taken, mug shot done and spent an hour being interviewed.
    They locked me in a cell, whilst they made a decision, after an hour they had finally decided.

    NOT ENOUGH EVIDENCE!!!

    I even said that if I wanted to attack the idiot I’d use something more deadly than some toddler Wellington boots.
    My ex had lied but worst he had scared my children, they were worried their mummy would go to prison.
    All of this was due to my ex wanting to prove to his new girlfriend the reason he had cheated was because he was too scared to leave me.

     

  • How Do I Tell My Child He’s Not Wanted

    How do you explain to an 8 year old that his dad who has supposedly loved him, raised him, played with him and been his role model that he has a new family, a new baby on the way and now my son isn’t welcome.

    How do you explain he won’t be there on his birthday?

    His Fathers day card won’t be received

    His Dad has said he doesn’t want him and never wants to hear from him again.

    This is what I had to do last year the most heart breaking conversation i have ever had.

    Seeing my sons heart break even though i was tactful with my words i reassured him I loved him more than life it’s self.

    My son hasn’t seen his dad for over a year and you know what my boy has come through it he realises his dad is missing out not the other way round.

    I do not bad mouth his father to my son, and i hope one day his dad sees sense and reconnects with our child, but for now i’m raising my son to be a kind,smart and brave man.

    For all you single mums out there whose childs father is still wanting to be in their kids life, don’t bad mouth them (in ears reach of your child) don’t make impossible demands of them, I won’t tell you to be grateful just thankful that you had a relationship with a man who stands up and accepts his responsibilities.

    Mums and dads who have no other parental support be proud, be strong, you stood up when your ex sat down.